I don’t remember a lot of firsts in my life like learning to read, walk, sing, ride a bike or swim. To me, I have always been able to do those things. Likewise, I don’t remember not being able to talk to God. I’ve prayed for friends who were hurting or for God to give me strength to get through tough times since I was little. As a young child, I remember talking to God many times while riding my bike up and down a side street in our neighborhood.
Through the years, our conversations have gotten more complex, along with my professional, financial and parental worries.
Talking to Him and feeling His presence with me has always brought me comfort and assurance that, no matter what, He would be right beside me.
Sometimes He would ask me to do things. Sometimes I would question the reason or my abilities, but He always came through and equipped me for whatever I needed to complete the task.
One time, however, was different. I can’t remember what it was that God was urging me to do, but I do remember I was not eager to do it. Everywhere I turned He was reminding me of the task I did not want to do. If I turned on the TV, there it was. If I read a book, it would appear in the text. If I was talking to a friend, there it was again. I felt like I was in a bad Jim Carrey movie!
As I was driving to work one day, I turned on the radio and there it was again! I had had it! And without thinking I shouted, “God, just leave me alone!” Just that fast I shouted, ” NO!” Because right there on Oak Hill Road in Wooster, Ohio all alone in my car, I truly believe that God gave me a glimpse of what it would be like totally without God!
Oh, there weren’t any little men running around with pitch forks and with horns on their heads. I didn’t stick around long enough to feel the fire, but it was real!
It was just a total absence of God, and I couldn’t stand it for even a millisecond! There was total emptiness, total despair, total isolation rolled all into one.
How sad it is for people around us who don’t know God, who feel that emptiness, despair, and isolation every day here on Earth. Their financial condition has nothing to do with their “Heart for God” condition. I know some very financially poor people who are millionaires spiritually!
All the money in the world can’t buy you a ticket into heaven and spare you from hell’s fire. Like with the rich man in the passage, once you die, it is too late to change courses.
It is up to us to introduce people we meet to our God and His Son Jesus before it is too late!
Hell is more than a cuss word. It is a real place and you definitely don’t want to live there eternally!