Every parent longs for a perfectly healthy child. But we are brokenhearted when we’re born.
We’re driven to be independent, desire control, and exhibit ownership from the first time we’re encouraged to share. It’s evident that we are spiritually broken.
Add to that, the loss that comes with living. Blow after blow of disappointments. Failures. Abuse. Death. It’s a big pile of brokenness, isn’t it?
It’s my story. It’s anyone that is human’s story.
I don’t like being needy.
I’ve also found that when I admit my need, when I agree with God that He’s my only source of sanity, that He’s my only hope of forgiveness and salvation, that He’s worthy of my dependence…
I find a healed heart. I find intimacy with a God that is close.
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. (Matt. 5:4)
If I would have started there, I wonder if you would have skipped this devotional, thinking, ‘I’m not mourning so this one isn’t for me.’
But aren’t we all mourning something? Aren’t we all suffering from some kind of loss? An inward and outer brokenness?
David wrote Psalm 34 from a place of brokenness. He was crushed. When he learned that Saul was planning to kill him, he fled. He was alone and had nothing. This young warrior, who was told he would become king, was running for his life. As he ran, God orchestrated a beautiful reminder of His presence. It was Goliath’s sword. Isn’t it just like God to remind us when we’re crushed that there have been victories in the past? That He is the same, faithful God today that He was yesterday, when we were facing other giants.
David still went on to lie and act like a fool. His faith was weak. He was crushed, remember? But He found His God to be faithful and forgiving.
He was near. Close.
And He’s offering that to you.
He’s offered that to me.
I will call on Him in truth. If I will admit that I need Him. If I will lay down my independence, my need for control, my pain and disappointment, and call on Him. Put my trust in Him. He will draw me close. He will comfort me. He will be the source of everything I need. It’s not that He ever isn’t. It’s just agreeing with Him that He is.
It’s in agreement that He draws near. Or rather, we draw near to God who is already there.
He’s close to the brokenhearted.
Near to the humble.
He saves those who are crushed in spirit.
And for that reason, we are blessed.